I’ve been feeling really down lately. I don’t know if I’m just so exhausted from school or if I’m pmsing, but I haven’t been genuinely satisfied with where I’m at. I mean, I guess the light does fade over time. I feel like I used to love waking up in the morning, and now I just hate it. I was so appreciative of my job, my friends, family, with school. Now it’s like I fell off a cliff or something. I’m not saying that I all of a sudden dread those things, but I’ve grown so accustomed to them - I need something new. Maybe it’s my perspective? I probably just need to get back to loving what I do, and then opportunities will begin to blossom. I don’t even know why I’ve suddenly turned pessimistic. I don’t know. And it sucks because I feel as if I’ve been down this road so many times, people get tired of hearing my shit. But even when I turn to my side, who’s even there to listen, you know? Everyone’s doing their own thing, fighting their own demons. I feel so lost sometimes and I hope I’m not the only one feeling this way. Cause lately, it feels like I am. No one to really turn to, you know..

3:42 pm  •  15 May 2012  •  59 notes