Anonymous asked: How many AP classes are you taking and what time do you usually sleep? You seem so busy and do you ever get burned out?
I have three: ap eng lit, ap calc ab and I’m done with ap gov since it was only a semester class. I go to sleep at like 11 or 12. But it’s only because I either had a lot to do that day (work, practice) or I procrastinated on homework. To be honest, my schedule’s never been like this before. I’ve had a lot of time to myself the past few months and I got really bored of that. I hate not having something to do, it kills me.
There’s a reason why I like to keep myself occupied, I don’t just do it because I want to - I have to. Having something to look forward to all the time is what keeps me sane. I think the reason why I used to always feel hella down, hella easily was because I never got my ass up and did something about it. I’d rather be ‘burned out’ than lazy as hell.
And yes, I do get burned out every once in a while. Usually I go out every weekend but last Saturday, I just had to stay home and go to sleep/rest. I don’t remember the last time I spent a Saturday night at home but it felt nice to give myself a break. I’m never home, honestly. I feel like I have no business to be home unless I need to shower, sleep, organize the space I have. I feel kind of bad though because I basically never see my family but my dad and sister don’t live with me anyway, and my mom’s always at work. But still, I feel like I should be home more often.
That Saturday I spent at home, when my mom came home, she was soooooo happy. She came up to me and started kissing me and saying stuff like ‘aww, are you okay? I love you!’ - I was just like damn, am I really not home that often? I don’t know. I hella strayed off topic, haha.
But anyways, yea, I like feeling like my own boss. I dictate my own schedule and it only proves that I’m more efficient by myself. It gets lonely sometimes but that’s why I keep my friends close. For the first time, I’m really doing me. I’m really proud of myself for that.
