As the year ends, I think I’m finally coming to realize that there are a few things that I really need to learn to let go of, completely. This year has truly been one of the most changing years for me and I don’t regret any decisions I’ve mad, or anything that’s happened. I’m only happy to be alive and healthy, and happy for the most part. Even though it gets tough to carry a smile everyday, I still do it for the sake of my own being. All I ever want in life is to be happy. And as much as it hurts to turn away from what I wish would have made me happy, I know I always have to do what’s best for myself. I’ve come to accept the fact, after a million slaps in the face, that there are some things acceptable to give up on. So as the last five days of 2011 come to pass, I’m determined to leave the year just as how I’ll begin the new one. Stronger, more determined, and happier. I just don’t know why this feels so very bittersweet.

1:19 pm  •  27 December 2011  •  115 notes